goodbye

Another GoodBye?!

=(

I Miss My Band...

Emo

tiap tiap hari, ku bertanya,
bila kita akan bertemu lagi,
bila kita akan berjam lagi...
dengan penuh sadnessnya,
ku tidak tau...

as the light touches the earth, i will play a song
when the moon is high up in the sky, we will not be forgotten

wtf..lame..
haha..missed u guys

Flowers bloom in the midnight glow
Quietly in the stillness
Flowers that live and grow
Despite the overwhelming darkness

SEMUA TENTANG KITA

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Memori

Semalam, semasa saya sdg tidur nyenyak, tetiba je saya mimpi tentang band kitorang. Saya tak tahu camner saya mimpi, tapi yg saya pasti, masa saya dah sampai kat dunia mimpi tu, kitorang ada kat sebuah bukit.Bukit ni berbatu-batu ye. Tak tahu camner diorang boleh bina pentas kat tempat yg berbatu gila ni. Kitorang ni maksudnya, mike, melvin, jon, ivan, peng ern ngan saya. Kitorang tgh main sebuah lagu melayu, saya dah tak ingat melodinya(Berjam-jam saya cuba untuk memgimbas kembali tapi gagal). Semasa tgh main dgn syoknya, tetiba ada batu terjatuh kat pentas kitorang. Pentas tu pun roboh. Tiang tiang yg tinggi gila cam melvin pun jatuh menimpa instrumen kita. Hancur kecai band kitorang.

Persoalannya, adakah band kita dah hancur? Sebenarnya, saya agak rindu kat band kitorang. Dah lama tak jam sesama. Yg tinggal cumalah memori untuk kenang-kenangan. Kekadang, masa saya tgk balik gambar kitorang, rasa cam sebak. Air mata terkumpul tapi tak turun. Saya cam takleh terima kenyataan ni. Betapa saya harap kitorang leh jam lagu melayu sesama. Lagu best cam Itu Kamu, Lagu Untukmu, Pari-pari bawah angin dll. Saya gembira kerana band kitorang ni, boleh dikatakan hanya band bukan melayu yg main lagu melayu. Ni bermakna, kita ni ikhlas memainkan lagu. Kita tak kira bangsa, agama atau sebagainya. Yg kita kira hanya duit. Lawak je beb. Yg kita kira ialah melodi lagu mesti best.

Tapi saya tahu gak, member2 sekalianya memang sibuk mengejar masa depan mereka. Sebab itulah yg paling penting. Saya tak nafikan yg saya pun cam tu jugak. Saya tak mengharapkan apa-apa, cuma saya harap member2 sekalian akan sentiasa ingat band ini sampai bila-bila.

Janji rock! YS

CHANGE


Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

What about now - Chris Daughtry

Depressed

• I miss u guys so so much... =(
• I miss struming my electric guitar with the sweet sound of melvin on the bass,jon on the guitar,sheng on the drums n mike on the vocals...
• I miss screwing sheng for being a noob...
• I miss feeling tat we suck after every performance...
• I miss the feeling of standing on the stage performing as a band...
• I miss ppl cheering for us although we suck..
• I miss going into tat small room full of music instruments...
• I miss watching us on youtube/wmp after every performance..
• I miss the 1st iuday performance..
• I miss charity night
• I miss stardust prom..although sucked shit...but still... =(
• I miss battle of the bands...so many ppl..so many shits..
• I miss 2nd iuday...
• I miss jaming wit sheng ss..
• I miss melvin on the bass
• I miss jon wit his sweet red guitar
• I miss mike wit his voice of a rockstar....
• I miss sheng wit the determination he has to be a better drummer...
• I miss myself blasting my guitar amp like a fool on every performance... =_________________________________________________=
• Miss - 16 -

The Pink Finally Does It ~

Hey guys,sorry la i din post.... i busy now uni start d ma...somemore i everyday take train bout 2 hours... dam tired la..but now i finaly can get to write something... hmmm...16...ok la.. this is wat i feel bout the band...obviously we're not tat good...but..i feel tat we're good...eventho we're not good..but who thinks we're not good,i dun give a good f***...hahahah 16..consists of 5 members..me(ivan),michael,yeow sheng(aka the drummer),mel n jon... well...ever since school ended,we din really go jamming...but...i really wan to go.. dudes...im reali looking forward to our next performance... IU day ryte? i realli wanna perform....this time...we make something special...we do something special..come on man guys...might b last performance...i wanna do it....although we're not good! BUT...we're good right? hahahaha eh...dudes...u cant force someone to come up wit some shit n write it down here la..takes time u noe? pink boi now kinda bz ma... nways...wun b bz for 16...call me when u guys wanna go jamming..n please..no last minute... see you guys... -miss all of you- -pink dude out-

After for quite some time, FINALLY there is some updates.. hahahaha. Well, my spirit of performing is slowly fading actually.. LOL.. Not completely gone but just losing my interest and not really looking forward into it. This explain why my bass is collecting dust, ahaha.. I don`t have any friends who shares the exact interest like I do. About 16?,it is already dead to me long time ago.. hahahaha.. Its not that I want it to be in such a way, but maybe I find that I accept it too seriously which it turns out to be a disappointment. I really have the strong spirit and willingness to commit and working hard to make it grow previously. But I was wrong, after everything I had been through with it I feel kinda upset, I think YS should understand about this.. Hahaha, But it doesnt matter because no matter what. You guys are great to me, no regrets knowing all of you..wish you guys all the best!, if there is a final upcoming performance for us. I`ll get it right ON


- m e | `-

Hmm, what mike said makes sense. Seems like we're parting our own way. Colleges, Uni's and form 6. And it is certain tat none of us have the free time to gather around and start playing music anymore. No, maybe some of us have. Like me, who's graping at home.

And jon, im looking forward on performing in acs iuday. Yeah there's where we started, and there's where we gonna end. I surely wanna do the best with my heart on our very last performances. I wanna whack the drum like i never whack before. Seriously, i'll give my best on this last performance if we wanna perform. I'll mark my words. I'm ON jon, im ON.







Y S

wat the heck!?

dudes! is 16 dead? i think so too.. mike emo-ing all..( gay) haha..joking.. ok ok.. i know for a fact tat our band is really dying and there is nothing we can do about it.. i was jus thinking if v could perform one last time.. give me feedbacks.. maybe for acs's i.u day.. the event tat v 1st perform at.. haha..

well guys! it was an honour playing wit u guys!

Pissed off guys! haha..

AFTER SO LONG...

I guess everyone is moving on with their lives now. Guess i am too. College life is really different but i kinda like it in a way..it just sucks to be the DUMB one in class, though. Always thought that i could handle change really well but guess i was wrong. I've been really emo lately la..hahah, i know it sounds damn gay.. But hopefully things will turn around as time passes. 16 is really breaking up, i guess? Everything has to end eventually.. Dunno why i'm even blogging la, it's not like anyone would even read it..hahah. Anyway, hope everyone is doing great! Mel, YS, Jon and Ivan, please start blogging again la, feel like whooping your asses wey..haha! Take Care..

Mike

A Longer Farewell

As many of u all noe...ill b leaving to national service tomoro...( Kuala Kubu Baru,Selangor. Siri 5 Kumpulan 1 ) well...its 3months...so..jon,when u come home n read this post...take note that...i'll stil b gone for another 2 months...so dun bising wanna emo emo all on the earlier post..hahahaha...... hmmm....i hope everything works out....and um...i hope i dun lose any frens when i come home.. im looking forward to go jamming when im home.. ill oso b home during CNY so u guys btr get redi for me some red packs..hahahah also,dun b shocked if i come home totaly bald...high percentage... well...im off to pack my things now...ill see u guys in 3 monthx... take care guys.. love all of ya...
-ivan-

Farewell

Farewell

Do you know the feeling of saying goodbye? Well i don't now but i think i will when i leave.. they always say that absence makes the heart go fonder.. haha, i'm saying as if i'll be away forever but the one month will seem like forever..haha, ok, residential bible school is a place where i would like to find myself.. i've been struggling these few days thinking of what i truly want in my life.. as most of you all know i've always dream of being a pilot but i come to realise tat being a pilot is not all tat easy.. i won't have time for my family and friends as i'll bne flying most of the time haha, enough of emo-ing..

What i really want to say is tat all miss all of you.. family, friends, classmates, and bros! i'll miss all those crazy moments we use to have in high school, which will be apart of my life tat i'll never forget! i really hope tat no matter how busy we will be in our college life we will be able to set apart time to catch up and hang out.. and sorry for always potong-ing all of you guys hope you all understand haha... as for the band members.. even if we break up as a band, 16 will still be apart of us..ok i guess i'll stop here, i'll catch up with all of u guys when i'm back which will be on 31 of januari 2008..Take care and God bless u all abundantly!

Love you guys man,muakss!

BOYS WHO AREN'T BAD, GIRLS WON'T LIKE
GIRLS WHO AREN'T BAD, MICHAEL WON'T LIKE
(sound familiar? translate it into mandarin,haha..realized this thanks to chee keat)

Ever wondered why the things that make you feel SO bad are the things that you hold on so tightly to? Ever wondered why the things that hurt you are the things that you are SO afraid to let go? Well...i dunno why...so, if you DO have the answer, give me a call or something alright? hahah

and here's a photo of my mohawk..but i'm bald edi, btw.

haha..ugly huh? don't worry, it's just hair. they grow back. please bear with my baldness for now k? haha..will be leaving for camp in another 4 hours..will go jamming when i'm back! yay!

Wah lau, just only few days after SPM.. Everyone is doing a make-over, mohawk pun sudah ada... I still haven`t do anything yet for my appearance. Plan to do a mohawk but, ahhhh.. Tak mau la, have to try other style instead. Oh yea, about the piercing, I only want a hole not many.. lol.. I`m waiting for ysheng to do it together. But he`s sick now, ( potong steam ).. So maybe I shall potong you also, lmao.. Now we`re free from high school, no more uniforms, no more short hair and some crazy menopause teachers. Since ysheng is sick, we can`t get to jam. I`m afraid when ivan is leaving he still haven`t recover.. -.-'' .. C`mon ysheng, recover faster and dont be a pussy.. lol..


So who`s gonna take over ivan`s position while he`s away doing some jungle trekking and M16?.. I guess mike gonna be la, we dont have kaki guitar anymore here among our friends. Or maybe just jon alone will menunjuk-nunjuk. But before that, we gotta do a chun make-over for 16. Till the people can`t recognize 16 members if possible. But I sure cannot one la, the tallest is already me, lol.. What ever thing I do also people already know its me, and yea. Looks like some of us here already upgrade our music instrument accessories like ysheng. With all his drums kit, that looks so chun. Then ivan`s FIERCE and toy pedal effect, lol.. I have my fierce also, except for jon.. Heard he`s getting something cool soon...


- m e | ` -

hey errr.. i dont know how to tittle this up but.. hahah! the pain and pressure im feeling during SPM has finally come to an end! which means i can now concentrate more on the band, drums, outings and girls! like mike said, our high school life has finally ended.. we're now free from all the school rules and stuff..

and i believe all of my fren gonna change their appearances as well. hmmm, i wonder wats in jon's mind? i think he'll go mohawk too cuz he said it b4..
for ivan, i got a feeling he gonna do something terrible cuz after tat he gotta go bald. so ivan, wats in ur mind? mohawk with colours? so ur fingernail gonna change permanent colour to black de la? yeah melvin! melvin melvin.. he's like diam diam ubi berisi la.. i know he gonna get some piercings, cuz he ajak me to get 1.. as a mommy boy, i asked my mom permission and she let me pierce also la. so mel! when wanna pierce? can pierce other part than ear not? hahahah! like errr.. forget it..
mike! u damn potong wei! i mean after spm u straight change entirely huh? so ur mom still recognize u not? got kena whacking from ur bro ar? ur father let u come back house not? dude, i wanna see ur new hairstyle la...and bout how did i come to being so scared of mike. it was my sister la actually.. k know wat, mike was a very famous guy in his primary school, teluk pulai. mmg terkenal gila la. say michael name only all sure know wan no matter wat races, black , white, brown, or wat gender, female, male, or both. and my sis always say something bout mike wan.. she asked me to beware of mike cuz he's kinda gay! and how'd i met mike, was from volleyball la.. i went for the 1st training, and i say mike was in there too! in my mind, i was feeling quite weird la..its like ''eh! wat the hell is the nerd doing in volleyball court?!''..and then, he came and talk to me.. he asked me my name and stuffs la.. woah! at tat time.. i was so scared tat i gonna piss on my pants.. i just layan him then quickly ran away.. and after some time, i found out tat, he was actually a great guy la! he's got a sexy voice, sexy body,sexy characteristics, and sexy everything. k sounds like im more gay now. and i always wanted to approach him, but cuz of we're in different class, so its kinda awkward rite? thanks to the formation of this band, now we're all so close to each other!

and ppl, i know, some of u think tat im innocent in ur mind. some even call me the blur boy , shy boy, and macam macam la. actually, im not tat THAT like wat u think la..hahaha.. so, do u know tat actually the drummer boy also did something to himself? and maybe ppl will start laughing at me if they know wat happened to me. i feel confused and regret at the same time but, since i've done it, i gotta face the critics from ppl la.. and i guess im rdy for it already.. and if u ppl wanna know wat is it about, it'll be revealed within 1 month.. yes i need time to recover and also prepare myself physically and mentally to kena kutuk.

The new look~~

DO WE WANNA SEE MIKE'S NEW HAIR STYLE?
YES WE DO......
Mike...post up a pic of it..please please please...
we all wanna see wat did 16's vocalist did to himself...come on...
i oso wanna do la..but scared wei...hahaaaha
anyways...to all spm'ers..happy merdeka'ing..
enjoy life b4 ur college years or wateva years starts...njoy ur life now to the max!
im gonna all of u man when i go ns...shit la..u all can hang out mamak all..i hang out in jungle..sigh..

mike...missing u!
ysheng..f***king miss u!
mel dam kao miss u!
jon jon...i think i miss u..lol...joking...MISS U LIKE f***...see ya in the sky..


love 16 alwayz

ps:mike,i still cant blif u actualy did tat wei. lmao. cool stuff.




-ivan-

HISTORY...


SPM is finally over..guess it's time now to look forward and plan? Leaving high school is definitely a scary thing but i guess everyone looks forward to it..haha..well, no more funny class moments, no more trying to 'ampu' the teachers, no more prefect duties, no more IU day performances, no more PJ-ing in the rain, no more wahab's nasi ayam and no more chairing meetings...as glad as i am that high school is over, i'm sure gonna miss a few things that to me, were the CORE of my high school life..many people undergo character change as they grow throughout high school..i personally think that i didn't change tht much but i HAVE learned alot from BB, friends and experiences. Kk, i think i'm going off topic edi..hahaha..anyway, i was thinking about posting something about how i met all the other band members. i guess at the end of something, you always go back to the beginning (if tht makes sense)..haha..here goes:

MELVIN
i've known him since primary school (SKTP). we weren't as close last time but i guess music brought us together? haha

JONATHAN
he was my first new friend in secondary school wey! same class till form3 (CERGAS rules!) haha..and guess who introduced us to each other? who else but the DOG himself? Mr. Aaron Lee Wye Mink.hahaha

IVAN
don't remember exactly when la but i know that i've known him even before we got into ACS..he was the stranger who always joined us (RKC swim team) when we were playing rounders in klang club..haha, those were the times man..


YEOW SHENG
hahahaha...for those of you who have heard this story before, you'd be laughing as well la..on the first day of secondary school, yeow sheng was SO scared of me because he thought i was gay..hahaha..but i don't actually remember how he came to find out that i actually wasn't and we started being friends after that..hahaha..

it has been such a wonderful time hanging out with the band! i'm missing all those jamming sessions la! when are we gonna go JAMMING?! faster la! hahah..anyway, just wanna say that no matter what happens after this, no matter where we each go, 16 will forever remain an important part of me, an important part of my life..16 FOREVER..hahaha

-mikey-